Tiny Cup Cakes...

For what might happen...x nak la sedih2 sgt..try to be as strong as possible..percaya pada takdir Allah....Nak isi masa yg boring as Doc instruct me to have a good rest..mmg x kemana2 for beberapa hari cuti ni...Nazhan pulak request his fav chocolate cake. I made for him tiny cakes..supaya senang dia nak mkn..

Sebelum di make over...but still look yummy..

After a little touched...supaya nampak lg comel...

Ok...anyone want to have some???

Happy New Year...

To wish all friend and family...Happy New Year...Love You All..

I Might Lost It At Any Time...

Yesterday...i went to my regular pregnancy check up at one of local clinic here...Mcm biasa kene tunggu lama...sbb dah ader beberapa org que masa tu..Finally my turn..ambil timbang berat badan..I put on weight lagi..dah 69.5 kg..Finally when time to check on my belly..the nurse said..
"kak kenapa saya x boleh rasa kat mana baby akak" ..she called her senior to check..same answer..I dah mula rasa x sedap hati...The nurse appoint me to see doc at nearby klinik ibu2 mengndung. Di sana..jumpa doc and terus buat scan..doc also terkejut..dia x boleh nampak baby on the screen..katanya perut mcm kosong..x der baby..terkejut bila doc cakap mcm tu..but the doc calm me down, she appoint me to GH. I went there to have another scan for details...I met a very nice doc..A chinese guy..during the scan..cakap pun lembut..and explain to me nicely..there dia nampak my baby...but x jumpa cari denyut jantung dia..i just tarik nafas yg panjang...Ya Allah...dugaan aper ni...the doc asked me if i got bleeding before or cramp..mmg x der rasa apa2..then he said to give 2 weeks chance to the baby..in two weeks time I'll see him again for another scan..if the condition is still the same...He might declare me miscarriage...and..sepanjang 2 minggu ni..if i bleed or cramp, i have to go straight to GH..I might lost the baby at any time from Yesterday...and dari semalam juga i perasan..I can't feel the baby move anymore... but i still wishing for a miracle..just like the doc said..we give the baby change..since sampai hari ni i x rasa aper2 sakit or tanda2 nak keguguran..

Balik dari hospital..i told my husband..and dia pun redha kalau aper2 berlaku...nak buat mcmana
kalau dah bukan rezeki kita katanya...And I pray to Allah...kalau ni rezeki yg Allah mmg nak bagi..semoga dia lahir dgn sempurna..and if mmg bukan rezeki..Allah ambil lah dia dgn cara yg terbaik..

At Wet World - 25th Dec 2010...

Dah janji dgn Nazhan..christmas day nak bawak dia mandi2...so pagi2 dah keluar..konon2 takut
x dapat parking..sekali sampai Wet World Shah Alam...kereta dah berderet2..padahal waktu tu baru pukul 9 am..orang orang yr beratur beli ticket lagi la ramai...setengah jam beratur baru dapat beli ticket and masuk..


Walaupun ramai orang..tapi puas hati sebab dah samapi hajat bawa Nazhan..and dia betul2 happy..mandi x nak berhenti2...dulu masa bawak dia 1st time ke sana, masa tu dia baby lagi..x faham sangat..now dah besar..eeemmmm..mandi sakan...

Kiki..Just after having two injections..

Kiki x sihat ari tu...bulu kiki dah start gugur....so called uncle Doc to have a look on her...Doc kata x der masalah apa2 on her kesihatan. Only ada kutu..yg tah dari mana datangnya..then kulit dia ada sikit kesan gatal2...may be dari irritation ubat kulit yg i apply on her before..

So doc gave her two injections..spray anti kutu..and ubat cacing...


After injections, kiki kene kuarantine for a while...tu yg termenung tu...hehehee..sian kiki..

Free From Whiskas...For Kiki...

Dapat call dari pos laju...katanya ada parcel for me..kebetulan ari ni MC..x berapa sihat..dapat flu..so dapat la pos laju tu hantar ke rumah..wonder gak, apa benda yg nak di hantar ni...rupa2nya free cat food dari Whiskas..lupa lak ari tu ada send sms for free food tu masa tgk kat paper..hehehhee...rasanya dah lama..baru sampai...rezeki untuk KIKI la nampaknya...

Ada 1 buku 'Cat Care" for mama and dua pack kecil makanan percuma for kiki...but kiki mcm x happy..sbb x berapa sihat...anyway..thanks Whiskas...

Carried away by a book....

Opps! Dah lamanya x baca any books...my last update on book was in May...Gosh..! lamanya...mmg x der chance nak membaca pun..dgn kesibukan harian..but lama2 tu kita akan rasa rindu..sbb mmg tu dah jd minat kita dari dulu kan...something missing inside..

So i took a book from my collections..dulu dah pernah baca buku ni..masa zaman persekolahan lagi..time tu pun pinjam kat library jer..a book by my fav author..Danielle Steel -" Family Album". Dapat beli buku ni masa book fair..a 2nd hand book..still in good conditions..maseh sesuai utk dijadikan simpanan as koleksi. Dah lama buku ni..published pun sekitar tahun 1985..and kalau x silap novel ni pun dah difilemkan...

Mmg leka baca novel ni...it's a long family story...dari bercinta..kawin..dapat anak..sampai anak2 membesar...melalui hari tua...masalah keluarga...tangani masalah anak2..all in it. So siapa yg belum pernah baca..maseh belum terlambat rasanya...still can catch the book somewhere..

Family Album : Through forty years, From Hollywood's golden days to present, Fayer Price would create first career as a legendary actress, then a family, and finally she would realize her dream of becoming one of Hollywood's first women directors. But nothing more precious to Faye than her five children. In a changing world, the Thayers would face the greatest challenges and harshest tests a family can endure, to emerge stronger, bound forever by loyalty and love...