Apam Polkadot.

Salam semua...dah lama sungguh la x update blog ni...kesian and sayang pulak tgk..ok ni kira comeback la ni..after almost a year...
Nak citer pasal kueh yg tengah glamer skrg ni..Apam Polkadot..baru try buatnya semalam..ikut resepi kat internet jer...and hasilnya mmg puas hati lah.


Ni lah image sebelum dikukus.

Ni yg dah masak..

Ha...yang ini dah ready untuk dimakan...

Try Resipi Baru....

Dua resepi i recently tried...Dapat resipi dari http://www.myresipi.com

Apam Beras

Mmg senang jer resipi apam beras ni...but x puas hati sbb bila kukus x merekah sgt..tapi rasa dia mmg sedap...wish nak cuba lagi sekali nanti...


Protuguese Egg Tart

Rasa mcm x menjadi sgt ni...need to try lagi ..suka makan egg tart ni..and berusaha nak wat sendiri. But the hasil mmg terlalu x memuaskan...

Redha...

Redha dgn aper yg dah tersurat...Finally i got confirmation from doc last monday..i already lost my baby...no miracle to be hoping for..just I am preparing my inner self to be strongest possible..Takdir Allah...Saya Redha...Now cuma berdoa semoga saya di beri kesihatan sepenuhnya..sementara menunggu my DNC..Thanks to Doa dari kawan2 dan keluarga..dari situ lah datangnya kekuatan diri..thanks all...

Tak nak sedih2 lagi...nak jalani hidup seperti biasa...and got some plan in my head to do..semoga segalanya diberkati Allah and sentiasa dalam Keredhaannya...

Tiny Cup Cakes...

For what might happen...x nak la sedih2 sgt..try to be as strong as possible..percaya pada takdir Allah....Nak isi masa yg boring as Doc instruct me to have a good rest..mmg x kemana2 for beberapa hari cuti ni...Nazhan pulak request his fav chocolate cake. I made for him tiny cakes..supaya senang dia nak mkn..

Sebelum di make over...but still look yummy..

After a little touched...supaya nampak lg comel...

Ok...anyone want to have some???

Happy New Year...

To wish all friend and family...Happy New Year...Love You All..

I Might Lost It At Any Time...

Yesterday...i went to my regular pregnancy check up at one of local clinic here...Mcm biasa kene tunggu lama...sbb dah ader beberapa org que masa tu..Finally my turn..ambil timbang berat badan..I put on weight lagi..dah 69.5 kg..Finally when time to check on my belly..the nurse said..
"kak kenapa saya x boleh rasa kat mana baby akak" ..she called her senior to check..same answer..I dah mula rasa x sedap hati...The nurse appoint me to see doc at nearby klinik ibu2 mengndung. Di sana..jumpa doc and terus buat scan..doc also terkejut..dia x boleh nampak baby on the screen..katanya perut mcm kosong..x der baby..terkejut bila doc cakap mcm tu..but the doc calm me down, she appoint me to GH. I went there to have another scan for details...I met a very nice doc..A chinese guy..during the scan..cakap pun lembut..and explain to me nicely..there dia nampak my baby...but x jumpa cari denyut jantung dia..i just tarik nafas yg panjang...Ya Allah...dugaan aper ni...the doc asked me if i got bleeding before or cramp..mmg x der rasa apa2..then he said to give 2 weeks chance to the baby..in two weeks time I'll see him again for another scan..if the condition is still the same...He might declare me miscarriage...and..sepanjang 2 minggu ni..if i bleed or cramp, i have to go straight to GH..I might lost the baby at any time from Yesterday...and dari semalam juga i perasan..I can't feel the baby move anymore... but i still wishing for a miracle..just like the doc said..we give the baby change..since sampai hari ni i x rasa aper2 sakit or tanda2 nak keguguran..

Balik dari hospital..i told my husband..and dia pun redha kalau aper2 berlaku...nak buat mcmana
kalau dah bukan rezeki kita katanya...And I pray to Allah...kalau ni rezeki yg Allah mmg nak bagi..semoga dia lahir dgn sempurna..and if mmg bukan rezeki..Allah ambil lah dia dgn cara yg terbaik..

At Wet World - 25th Dec 2010...

Dah janji dgn Nazhan..christmas day nak bawak dia mandi2...so pagi2 dah keluar..konon2 takut
x dapat parking..sekali sampai Wet World Shah Alam...kereta dah berderet2..padahal waktu tu baru pukul 9 am..orang orang yr beratur beli ticket lagi la ramai...setengah jam beratur baru dapat beli ticket and masuk..


Walaupun ramai orang..tapi puas hati sebab dah samapi hajat bawa Nazhan..and dia betul2 happy..mandi x nak berhenti2...dulu masa bawak dia 1st time ke sana, masa tu dia baby lagi..x faham sangat..now dah besar..eeemmmm..mandi sakan...